October 15th, 2011

Today started off amazing then it went downhill...then it was good again ...then it just sucks now...

Good part:

I went to Barn's and Noble and I got to work on my physics project with Patricia and James! While "Alex" went back to my school to edit his "plan"

Bad Part:

James got really sad after Alex came...and patricia talked to james and he said that he use to like me...and he might still do...

Good part:

after patricia and james left i got time with Alex

Bad part:

I just found out that Alex still smokes and he has been lying to me saying he quit...and i also found out when he went to take a walk with his friend, they were smoking....

anyways...that just pissed me off... but its w/e we're not together..hes my nobody, im his nobody so i shouldnt be upset..

something i found:

5 stages of Relationships...

I. The meet － when you meet someone you’re interested in, probably because of their outside appearances at first. Your curiosity kicks in and you want to get to know them more.

II. The talk － you guys start talking, you get to know each other better and slowly, you guys begin to develop feelings. Then you become a part of each other’s daily routine, and your day feels incomplete when you don’t talk to him/her.

III. The honey-moon stage － when your relationship gets to a point where you can’t go through the whole day without thinking about your significant other. They become the source of your happiness and you try to make time out of your day just so you guys can talk. You both begin to lose a large amount of sleep but it doesn’t seem to matter, you guys are satisfied as long as you guys are giving each other company.

IV. Relationship downhill － when you guys are constantly fighting about nothing. You feel as if he/she doesn’t care and you try to stop yourself from caring too much. You refuse to be the first to hit them up, yet you check your non-stop hoping for a text/call from them, but always ends up disappointing yourself. You wonder if they ever think of you, because all you do is think of them.

V. Strangers, again － when no effort is coming from any of you guys. You feel completely broken and eventually, both of you stop trying. And you guys end up as strangers, again. You erase them from your life, and hope for everything to get better.